[	mood	|	guilty	]
[	music	|	sugarcult	]

Well today is new year's eve..wooo:)..erm,well today i found out something which shocked me and put me down alot it was a while ago but i just found out and im mainly surprised especially to wot some1 i thought who wouldnt decieded to say thoose things,i really have tried everything tryin to spend time wit every1 but frm wot it looks, it seems that is just not workin,and i am sorry to every1 but i have tried..

love u allXxXxXxXx

[	mood	|	hyper	]
[	music	|	songbird	]

well my christmas was fantasticals,lots of prezzies:D..but its all over till nxt year:(..well im goin into town today to go to the sales yussssssssss:D..last nite was fun all the family playing a game forgot the name of it but twas really gd..nd funny,im soooo tired:(..it was snowing yesterday...yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!..well me is away nowz..bubizXxXxXxXxlove yaXxXxXxXx

HOPE U ALL HAD A BRILL XMAS!!:D:D

[	mood	|	aggravated	]
[	music	|	all american rejects	]

friday nite-shivvi and kimmy game up had a few drinks got a bit drunk..wooooooooo..twas fun!..

sat-went into town went to get sis's xmas prezzie got her dirty dancing,then me and kimmy went to graigs bday..twas fun,ami,moffat,safi,murray,sam,fanderson,sean and his gf,calum,gill,mandy and other pps were there!twas gd to see them all togethere agains:)..then went bck to kimmy ordered pizza,yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay:D..watched 13 goin on 30..woohoo..

sunday-went home,watched tv then caits wanted to do something so went to caits made a fp for us both togethere on 1:Dhahahaha,,sooooo funny!!..ask caits if ya wana see it..then we went to spar got sooo mcuh chunk food,wathched dirty dancing,and on the end theres a thing to teach u how to dirty dance..but we never saw it i had to go we shall see it nxt time caits..:D

well me is away nowz,bubizXxXxXxXxlove yaXxXxXxXx

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	Funeral for a friend	]

<<<<<<<<<dougie sooooo sexy,better wit his long hair could find a pic of him wit it tho:'(..!!

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<sooooooooooo sexy to's!!:D:D:D:D

[	mood	|	crazy	]
[	music	|	greenday-bulavard of broken dreams	]

heylo there..

how b u all?..my house is lookin all prettyful for xmas time,yaay!!:)..i passed my business manageent nab pps!!yussssssssss!!..dnt need to resit it on monday..i got another maths tets tomoz did 1today probz failed it,but o wellies ive never ever been able to do maths..my room is very peaceful,soo cool!!..yusss..it was snowing where i am,but not its all wet agains:(..o wellies..well me is off nowz,bibizXxXxXxXxlove yaXxXxXxXx

*Some1 Plz Show Me The Way*

love that song..listenin to it all the time..!!

*TIME IS STANDING STILL*

*i can not Breathe*

*wispers good bye*

*the doors clossed*

[	mood	|	bored	]
[	music	|	the killers	]

man im bored,soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored*cries*..man o man,my mummy and my sis r comin bck frm new york tomoz,well tonite but wont be bck till tomoz cause of the time difference:S..lol,welllllll,im away bibizXxXxXxXxlove yaXxXxXxXx

[	mood	|	disappointed	]
[	music	|	songbird	]

i tried everything,everything to seem to try and make every1 happy and i think some people are but no all,if some1 just gave me the answer it wuold help,but i think i will just need to keep the thinking cap on..or maybe every1 is happy and i just cant see it,i dnt really know,but whoever is still sad out there i hug u and say sorry..

~*Shivvi,caits,mera,kimmy,amz+lisa~*

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	songbird	]

well yesterday me went shopping wit my gran:D,had lunch met caitsies and we went to to central met eve twas fun!..then we had a joke fight bout something on the platform wot was it again?..and we kinda thought every1 was lookin at us,lol,o wellies,i throw up my happy meal last nite:(..my poor happy meal,well me was supposed to go port patrick today but i txt my dad last nite cause i had an empty and said i wasnt goin cause it was to early for me to go now hes away there the now and my bro is in..i think im gona stay in the day,to tired..well me is away now bibizXxXxXxXxlove yaXxXxXxXx

[	mood	|	depressed	]
[	music	|	blahhhhhh	]

god,wen everything seems to be getting gd something always brings it bck down frm u..its soooooo annoying,man man man,o wellies,wot u gona do,well me was out the nite..my dad wants me to go to port patrick on sunday to see my uncles new house and see him and my cousin but i dnt see the point my uncle dosent even know i exsist..and i know the place reminds my dad of my grampa and thats why he goes and i will feel bad if i dnt so i will probs have to go cause i always feel guilty,..it was soo hard for me loosin my grampa last year and i dnt want that to happen again..:'(..well im awya cause im tired..BibizXxXxXxXxloveyaXxXxXxXx

*~Shivvi,Caits,Mera,Amz,Kimmy+Lisa~*..<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3